Well, today sucked...

You ever have one of those days where it's all over and you're laying in bed and you think, "Well, today sucked!"  That was today for me.  I'm not in bed yet of course (I wish,) but hopefully you get the point.  Without going into details (you have to deal with that, sorry) I ended up having a meeting I never wanted to have and that I never want to have again, I had a friend dismiss me without talking to me first, and I ended up embarrassing myself more than I ever remember being embarrassed.  Quite the day.  To top it all off I burned the crap out of the top of my mouth eating some left over lasagna.  (It was Stouffer's, please don't think I prepared that myself, but it still burned the crap out of my mouth.)  That is going to take today's suck right into tomorrow morning when I think, "What the heck is that on the top of my mouth?!?"  "How did that happen?!?"  Awesome!!!

I should be clear.  Not all of today sucked.  In fact, I just read an email from a teacher who works at one of the High Schools in the district where I work and he's going to literally save my ass. (Yes I said ass.  Don't judge me)  It's funny, because he feels bad that he's asking for compensation and I'm thinking, "Dude, that's all you want?!?"  Yeah, he's awesome.  I guarantee I'll be giving him credit and not taking it for myself.  We have a lot of teacher's like that in our district.  We're lucky.

So, back to my sucky day.  (I know. Seriously? You're going to follow that with suckiness?  Yeah I am...deal with it!)  So I had a meeting today that I hated.  I tried to be totally non-combative.  I failed of course.  I tried to be totally understanding...yep...screwed that one up too.  I got through it though.  I don't think you can ever be happy about getting through a meeting you never wanted to have, but at the moment it's all I've got.

I lost a friend too.  This one totally sucks because I didn't even know they were mad at me.  I can totally see it now that they've explained it a bit, but dang I wish that would have happened sooner.  I don't blame them.  I should have seen it sooner.  That's on me.  I see that now.  It still sucks though.

Then I totally embarrassed myself.  This is the big one.  You have to understand, I don't get embarrassed.  Ever.  It's just the way I am and that's probably a really good thing because if I did, with how dorky I am, I'd be in for a horrible life.  Anyway, I don't get embarrassed.  Well...except for today.  Today I did.  Today I tried to do something that was totally stupid and I was straight up denied.  I should have been.  As I said, it was totally stupid.  I did it anyway.  I really, really hope I'm not the only one who does that.  If I am....well crud!!!  However, I did it and I wish I could take it back.  You can't though can you?  Welcome to reality man.  So yeah, that sucked.  I'm hoping it's a lesson learned, but honestly I can't guarantee that.  I'm going to blame that on the whole "being human" thing.  I don't know if that's the case, but it makes me feel better.

And my mouth still hurts!!!  Dude.  Son of a b.... (I'll leave that word to my mom talking to my sis.  Oh yeah, I totally mentioned that.  Luckily the only people reading this know what that means)  So yeah, today sucked.  My hope is that tomorrow will be better.  Who knows though......